CULMINATION sa COMMUNITY, Bad day for me

Hahaha! For 5 days, gi-expose mi sa community. Ang amo gi panghimo didto kay mag interview ug mga pamilya, or in other words, nagsamok samok. 6 days unta ang among duty, unya unsaon ta man nga sa unang adlaw, wa'y nahitabo sa duty kay wala mi gi dawat sa una nga community nga among gi adtuan so nahimong 5 days na lang. Sa 4 days, kailangan namo ma-interview ang mga pamilya para makakuha ug mga information nga needed sa among mga requirements. And the last day is allotted for a culmination activity for the people. More like, consolation for the families we disturbed. Hahaha!

OK OK. So let me start relating to you my bad day. Oh yes. It was a bad day for me for a lot of reasons. And I don't think I'll be able to share all the reasons. Well, anyway, just listen to my litany. That morning, I woke up late. Around 5:30am. Yes. 5:30am, during a duty day is late for me. I live a few kilometers away from school. It takes me an hour to get ready and another hour to travel. I didn't take my breakfast and i rode a taxi. Well, maybe i should have started the night before. The reason why i was late. So the night before, i was compiling our case study. The whole night i stayed because i still need to wait for other people to send me their parts. I finished compiling at exactly 12am. Nakatulog ako mga 1:30am na. Kasi once i get so tired, nahihirapan akong matulog. So yun. Kulang na naman ako sa tulog. i usually complete my 8hours of sleep. Isa pa nun, because of the CP, di ko napa-print on time ang aking anecdotal report. Hahai. Minamalas nga naman.

Ok. Balik na tayo sa bad day. Ewan ko kung san siya nag start. Ewan ko. Feeling ko kasi na crush ang heart ko. Hahaha! Hindi ko din alam ang reason. Basta, bigla akong na-depressed nung araw na yun. Iba talaga ang feeling. Ni-alsa pa jud ko ug mga bangko nga astang bug-ata, nabasa ug singot akong likod. Uncomfortable kaau akong feeling. And another thing, once na de-depress ako, I feel like people don't care about me anymore, especially yung people na special sa a. Kaya medyo nalulugmok talaga ako. As in nawawala ako sa mood on everything. Di ko kinausap mga ka-group ko. Di ko sila maxado pinapansin. Pag dating sa site, naghanap ako ng security blanket ko. I went and mingle with the other groups.

Buti na lang i was able to compose myself during the culmination. ako baya nag emcee. Haha! yep. First time ko mag emcee. Feeling ko i did great. Oh yeah. i did great! After nung culmination, depressed pa rin ako. ah bahala na. hahaha!

basta yung culmination sa community successful. nalingaw man lahat. even me na super depressed nalingaw. though there were bored moments. The rest of the day after the culmination, nag chill na lang kami.